I feel stupid because I used to be so hardcore deviantart and I bought a subscription and now I don't use it.
OH well.
I'm pretty much leaving deviantart. I don't know where I'm going to be, but I'll go where life takes me. I've got to keep moving on. Like the song Break Away. No fear for those who care. I will be around. If you want anything note me. I will try to stay in touch. msn- lindseydurbin@msn.com aim- lesseroflindsey
I wish you all the best of luck with your writing and art.
Goodbye and I love you.
Journals82
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3 Years Later
1 min read
How we've grown! All of us! Did you survive the last three years?
I have transformed into you and you and you and you and me and us together.
I am one, I am all.
These years have enligtened me.
I never expected myself to turn out like this.
It's so funny.
I'm very happy.
I love you. I want to kiss you and hold you and love you forever.
I have transformed into you and you and you and you and me and us together.
I am one, I am all.
These years have enligtened me.
I never expected myself to turn out like this.
It's so funny.
I'm very happy.
I love you. I want to kiss you and hold you and love you forever.
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goodbye number 2
1 min read
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goodbye.
1 min read
I never thought I would have to say goodbye to her. really. It really is a tragedy.
I love you Ese.
And I could speak on behalf of thousands of people and say we will all miss you.
I love you Ese.
And I could speak on behalf of thousands of people and say we will all miss you.
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GOODBYE!
2 min read
I've wanted to write this huge journal about everything.
but I won't.
Kentucky was amazing. The best 4 days of my life. Sean is having my baby now. I love each and every person in this picture.
I will tell you who they are.
bottom row- kelly, sarah, me.
back row- sean, logan, brooke, jordan, kiley, heather, austin, and nick
And in 2 and a half hours I go to Mexico. To build houses for homeless people and lead a bible school.
I am kind of excited.'
I haven't slept in a long time.
LALALALA.
I love people.
i love stephanie.
I love you.
thank you
for being you
because
i love it
.
Kiley and I are going to raise hell in effingham before we leave this town!
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myspace.com/lindseydurbin
my myspace.
but I won't.
Kentucky was amazing. The best 4 days of my life. Sean is having my baby now. I love each and every person in this picture.
I will tell you who they are.
bottom row- kelly, sarah, me.
back row- sean, logan, brooke, jordan, kiley, heather, austin, and nick
And in 2 and a half hours I go to Mexico. To build houses for homeless people and lead a bible school.
I am kind of excited.'
I haven't slept in a long time.
LALALALA.
I love people.
i love stephanie.
I love you.
thank you
for being you
because
i love it
.
Kiley and I are going to raise hell in effingham before we leave this town!
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myspace.com/lindseydurbin
my myspace.
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Last week in History, I caught myself making fun of a girl behind her back. Shannon and I talked about her a lot. "White trash, a dirty, freak, annoying, skank, nasty" etc. Mann, Shannon! What were we thinking? What makes us think we are any better than her? We don't even know this girl. I'm betting she is a better person than we are. I am not better than her.
I am not better than her.
So, to this anonymous girl, I am sorry. And to God, I am sorry. I have let you down. I am no better than this girl.
And I am sad. Shannon will walk across the stage Sunday, and I will probably never see her again. And she will forget about this girl, and she will forget about me, and she will forget the little remarks we made. I need to pray for Shannon. I need to pray for myself... before I forget both of us.
How has everyone been? I'm doing good. Really, I am. I am finished with my junior year tomorrow. I will go on to live another summer that goes too quick, and live another year that I will soon forget. And I walk away with some hazey memories to tell during those akward silences. I hope this is the best summer ever.
Some highlights of it all:
*Mexico
*Kentucky
*Indiana
*mewithoutYou
*my bonfire
*the creepy crawl
*late nights at joe sippers
*WWF with meagan, who sucks at fighting.
*driving all night
*sleeping in my car
*AMAZING?-[love and lemonade]
*brooke's bed
*my cell phone
*working early in the morning
*church
*road trips with sarah
*monte's makeover
*band camp! drumline camp!
*sex. = storey.
*shows! oh shows!
Music is taking over my life. Music craze of the moment: Frou Frou
I want to write a poem about something that is really important to me.
My bonfire is Thursday. I got my income tax today, so that will pay for that. Please come guys, it will be fun!
oh hey, guys, when you eat in my car, clean up your mess. seriously. i like my car a lot. and if you want to pay to clean it, then great. but don't make a mess or leave your food remains in there.
I love this friend to death. i need to get used to saying friend. this friend. they are my friend. FRIEND??!!?!?! okay good. i like it. i can do it. friend. can you?
SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE
God is love.
Love is real.
[by now, so over used.]
[[by now, so so true.]]
Love,
Lindsey
aaaahahahahahaha
I am not better than her.
So, to this anonymous girl, I am sorry. And to God, I am sorry. I have let you down. I am no better than this girl.
And I am sad. Shannon will walk across the stage Sunday, and I will probably never see her again. And she will forget about this girl, and she will forget about me, and she will forget the little remarks we made. I need to pray for Shannon. I need to pray for myself... before I forget both of us.
How has everyone been? I'm doing good. Really, I am. I am finished with my junior year tomorrow. I will go on to live another summer that goes too quick, and live another year that I will soon forget. And I walk away with some hazey memories to tell during those akward silences. I hope this is the best summer ever.
Some highlights of it all:
*Mexico
*Kentucky
*Indiana
*mewithoutYou
*my bonfire
*the creepy crawl
*late nights at joe sippers
*WWF with meagan, who sucks at fighting.
*driving all night
*sleeping in my car
*AMAZING?-[love and lemonade]
*brooke's bed
*my cell phone
*working early in the morning
*church
*road trips with sarah
*monte's makeover
*band camp! drumline camp!
*sex. = storey.
*shows! oh shows!
Music is taking over my life. Music craze of the moment: Frou Frou
I want to write a poem about something that is really important to me.
My bonfire is Thursday. I got my income tax today, so that will pay for that. Please come guys, it will be fun!
oh hey, guys, when you eat in my car, clean up your mess. seriously. i like my car a lot. and if you want to pay to clean it, then great. but don't make a mess or leave your food remains in there.
I love this friend to death. i need to get used to saying friend. this friend. they are my friend. FRIEND??!!?!?! okay good. i like it. i can do it. friend. can you?
SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE SXE
God is love.
Love is real.
[by now, so over used.]
[[by now, so so true.]]
Love,
Lindsey
aaaahahahahahaha
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