I just want to

I came here,
expecting you all to be gone.
I forgot the world goes on without me
I don't want to rethink everything I've ever done in my life.

but i can't help but wonder...
when i took my last breath and jumped off this 4 story...umm.. book,
I thought the cover slammed shut
and you were all pressed between the pages.

I was my main character, all the extras walked off the set right after me.
I was the moon, and you the smallest stars.
I was the punchline to you, you silly funny joke you.

god.

I feel like I've died, and come back to see you got over it months ago.

That's what happens when people die, you know. It is. They die and we forget about them. Every once in a while, we will remember, and feel proud of ourselves

HEY! I HAVEN'T FORGOT YOU!

yes, i see it now. because I've been gone so long
and i forgot all of you
but i came back because I remembered for just one moment.
and I am proud of it
so I wrote it in a poem.